Monday, October 11, 2010

PART 9


“Why were you avoiding me…?”






She asked him silently once they got the chance to be alone… they were behind the school’s gym on one of the benches… he was in front of her… kneeling down while dusting her off…






“You don’t have your other shoe…”







As if he didn’t hear what she just told him earlier, he was more worried about her losing a shoe… her brows slowly connected once again… she bit her lower lip while both of her hands gripped on the edge of the bench… suppressing herself from crying again… he sure is avoiding her… she thought…






He looked up to her and saw the distressed expression painted on her face…his lips parted and one of his hands went on reaching for her face…







“I wasn’t avoiding you on purpose...”






He gently said as he started caressing her face… while she on the other side couldn’t help but to release another drop of tear… this is just too much… she couldn’t control herself anymore… he quickly wiped off her tears… before he put down his hand and rested both if it on her lap… he then looked down…







“I was obsessed… I couldn’t control myself whenever you’re around… and I knew that I have hurt you even though that was the last thing I would ever want to do to you… maybe breaking up with you was the best thing that happened in our short relationship… coz I’m afraid I would hurt you more if we stayed together… but being without you breaks me more each day… maybe I really am sickeningly obsessed with you… I was busy with my clubs but still at the end of the day it would always be you that would appear in my mind… each day I was thinking if you really hated me now… or are you even missing me…”







He paused for a while… he looked up and grabbed both of her hands and held it with him tightly…







“I should have asked you for a date or something… I should have given you roses and chocolates… I should have been a normal boyfriend to you when I got the chance… I slipped off every of those chances because I was too blinded of lust… I’m sorry… and now… even until now I still haven’t planned on anything to win you back… should I give you a dozen of flowers…? Should I sing for you in front of the people…? Should I confess to you in front of everyone…? I… I just don’t know… whenever you’re there, my mind would instantly go blank… I… I just want you back… so bad….”







And with that he rested his head on her lap… still holding her hands as tears started to fill his eyes… while she stayed stiff… unable to move, unable to respond… she could only feel the numbness of her body and the painful pounding of her heart…







While they were having their own moment… students from earlier were still watching them… hidden behind the bushes and trees… all of them… most are his fangirls… were crying from just what they heard from him… at first they were fuming with jealousy, ready to smash down Dara’s head when they had the chance but upon hearing what their ‘precious oppa’ just said to her… they couldn’t help but to be touched and forgot the jealousy they felt…






“Why can’t she just accept oppa back…?”






“I don’t want seeing oppa being hurt like that…”






“She’s so lucky…”







Murmurs filled the area, surprisingly that the two couldn’t notice the loud noises coming from behind the bushes and trees… too absorbed on their moment…







She was still looking on top of his head… sinking in to her what she really feels right now… one week of her not seeing him was literally like a dagger being plunged into her… hearing him say those words earlier was like the remedy for that wound…






She admits that being with him always makes her feel secured… she couldn’t think of anything else but him… her worries would be forgotten whenever she’s with him… he was maybe a ‘little’ obsessed with her, but apart from that…he was nothing but her protector… the first and only man that could make her heart race so fast… that could make her worry so much just by not seeing him in a week… that could make her mind go crazy just to see his face again…and that could even make her forget herself…






“Jiyong-ah…”







She cooed… she let go one of his hands to brush it along his hair… he looked up and saw the smile crept on her lips… his lips were parted… looking at he wonderingly… she cupped his face in between her hands and slowly… she stooped down to reach for his lips…








His eyes then widen upon feeling her soft lips on him… the kiss was quick… just a peck on his lips but enough for him to fell into deep bliss… oh how long did he wished to feel her lips again… his eyes automatically closed as his hands stayed limp on his sides… and as soon as she pulled back… his eyes snapped open…







“Then take me back…”






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Both panting… they struggled going upstairs without breaking their kiss… she was holding tightly on his hair while he was holding on to the rails with his other hand while the other is slowly stripping her off from her blouse…







As soon as they reach the second floor… they both collapsed on the floor… with him hovering over her, still kissing her hungrily… his hands were everywhere… touching every side of her body… lifting her skirt and settling himself between her legs…






“Uhh… god...”







She moaned when she felt his hand slipping under her underwear… touching her aching hole with his warm and big hand…







But before he could slip a finger inside of her… his phone suddenly rang… at first he didn’t mind it… too busy on devouring her lips… but the ringing continued… he lifted his face from her… while she on the other side looked at him wonderingly… pouted while looking down on his pocket..







“F*ck…”






He cursed… surely he’ll kill whoever it is that just ruined their moment… he pulled his hand off from her underwear and pulled himself up from her…






With a pissed look on his face, he got his phone from his pocket… upon seeing the caller id he finally boiled in anger…







“Yah..! What the hell do you want…?”






He yelled… while the girl behind him held on to his shoulder to make him calm.






“Bae..! We’re finally together…!”






Upon hearing his best friend’s news… he gritted his teeth and almost crushed the phone he was holding…






“I’ll treat her well from now on… ha-ha…I’m so happy…! Oh… by the way…. What do you want huh..? Just tell me anything… I’ll buy you something in return… huh…? Ha-ha… ghaad… I’m so happy…”






He heard the girl behind him chuckled… and saw her standing up while fixing her clothes… his eyes widen… no way…! This is supposed to be their moment… but because of his stupid bestfriend it got ruined… again…!






“Izza… where… where are you going…?”







He called the girl… holding on to her wrist to make her stop from going… she stoop down and kissed his cheek…







“I forgot that I still have to do something…”






She winked down at him but before he could speak more, he heard his friend from the other line…







“What do you want me to buy for you…? I’ll give you anything…”






He closed his eyes in anger… hearing the happy tone of his bestfriend pissed him more… his lips were trembling and the pain between his legs is still bugging the hell out of him…






“Just f*cking get out of my life…!”






And with that he hanged up his phone and immediately stood up to run after his girlfriend…






“Izza… wait babe…! We can continue now…! Wait…!”







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“What’s his problem…?”







He looked down on his phone wonderingly… he was waiting for her outside the gym… earlier his fangirls suddenly ruined their supposed to be final moment… hearing the girls cheering and jumping in joy behind the trees and bushes… they were dumbstruck… especially her who hid behind his back…






They both thought that they will attack Dara and stab her to death but surprisingly, they went to her only to shake her hands, crying in joy and congratulating them… and one even gave her shoe back... what’s with the people today…? He thought…






He felt someone tapping his shoulder from behind… he looked back as he slipped his phone back on his pocket and got welcomed by his GIRLFRIEND’s warm smile…






“Who were you talking to…?”







She asked… he stood up from the bench and went closer to her… wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her closer to his body…







“Uhhmmm...I was just thanking someone who helped me to have you back…”








She just nodded and peeled off his arms from her waist…







”We should celebrate on your winning… where do you want to go…?”








He asked in excitement… got her bag from her… thinking of bringing her to a restaurant or on an amusement park since it’s still early… finally their first date…








She looked at him shyly before…







“I was thinking if we could just stay at your house or mine…”








He whispered while biting her lower lip…






“Oh… okay…”







He answered not really knowing what she was thinking…






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[Jiyong’s POV]





We decided to just go to my house… thinking that I have new DVD’s at home… I’m really excited about this… later I’ll cook for her… I never thought joining that lame cooking club would help me…








I was wondering why she was so quiet since we left school… she kept her head bowed down the whole time… and even when we reached our house she was still quiet… did I do something wrong..?







My mom isn’t home… aisht… I was supposed to introduce Dara to her...







As soon as we get to my room… I let her sit on my bed while I went to my shelf and browsed for my DVDs… yes Jiyong… you should know that your room isn’t just for being your love nest…







“What do you want to watch…? I have-…”







I was cut off when I felt her behind me… leaning down on me… f*ck…! What is she doing…?! I could feel her breasts on my back…







“Hmm…? I don’t know much about new movies today…”







And her hot breath on my neck when she started speaking… calm down Jiyong… calm down… she wasn’t doing this on purpose… calm down…







And just then my eyes widen when I felt her hands snaking around my waist and I thought she was going to grab something in my in-between but heck..! She just grabbed a CD… what the hell am I thinking…?!








I could feel myself sweating hard… I felt my body stiffened… oh please Lord… don’t make me hard… please help me to have a new life…!







“Wha… what did you get baby…?”






I felt myself stuttering as I turned around on her… just to be surprised on what CD she got… she was looking at it like an innocent girl… her lips were pouting and her brows were connected… damn..! She’s so cute…!







But before I could forget myself… I grabbed the CD from her… what is this freaking CD doing in here…?!







“Hmmm…? Jiyong… what’s wrong…?”







“Ha-ha… sorry about that… well… uhmm this is an old movie after all so let’s just look for something else neh…?”







As I was about to bury that damn CD to the pits of hell, but she suddenly grabbed it back…







“But I haven’t watched this yet… and the title seems to be very interesting…”








Did she just sound so seductively…?! Ghaaaaaaaaaa….! Dara what the hell are you saying…? What the hell am I thinking…?!!!!!! Of course it’s just her normal voice…!!! And what’s interesting about ‘Sweet sex and love’…?!!! Is it the fact that it was a sweet sex..?!!!! No…!!! F*cking sh!t… what is she thinking about…?! And what the hell am I thinking about…?!







“Ji oppa…”







I felt myself being choked… I felt my eyes just want to bulge out from its sockets and I felt my brain just exploded… what did she call me…?! And with that oh so cute arousing voice…?!!







“Ah…. ye… yes…?”







I could literally feel myself sweating a gallon… sh!t I think I even peed my pants… what’s happening to her…?







“Can we just watch this instead... oppa…?”






My mouth just left hanged open… she was holding on to the CD, licking on her lower lip…while slumped down on the floor… damn…. So much for suppressing myself… I feel like the whole week of my rehabilitation would be put to waste… god…!!! Please don’t put me to a great test…!!! I’m so tempted right now…!!!!!!! What happened to my angel…?!!

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