Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Part 1

What a gay…






I don’t see why girls keep on admiring and even worshipping that bisexual man…






The first thing that came inside my mind when I first saw that Kwon Jiyong was the word GAY…






Gosh… The way he moves is totally demure… he’s way too skinny for a guy… I couldn’t even see any manly biceps… does he even have what they call ‘six packs’…? Gosh… one time I even saw him applying some foundation…! What a flower boy…! He’s totally a freaking gay..!





A man in music club…? In cooking club…? And even in sewing club…? Tell me if that’s not gay…?!






Those girls must’ve been out of their minds saying things like… ‘he’s hot…’ ‘he’s handsome…’ blah blah blah…






It’s not that I hate him… but the constant murmurs… too much compliments… is really bugging me out…!! Even my friends joined his so called ‘fanclub’… how could that man brainwash all of my friends…?






And the most irritating thing of all about him is for the fact that his best friend is Dong Youngbae…! The hottest guy in school… the epitome of man..! How did he manage to get close with him…?!! While Youngbae is a one silent person… mysterious and would always be seen alone…?







Omo..! Don’t tell me..?! Ghaaaad…!







Are they having an affair…?!! Man-to-man… boy-to-boy…?! Shounen ai…?!!







Oh God… how could Youngbae fall for that gay’s little trap…?!





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During lunch they were always together… they go to school together… and even go home together…! It’s so gross…! But I think those fangirls are too blind to see the immorality between the two… for they would even scream and squeal in delight whenever they see the two walking and pass by them…






Tsssk… people these days…






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One time when me and my friends were having our lunch at the canteen… I caught the gay looking at us…






Saw him flashing a sweet smile which made my friends almost die out of too much happiness… I smirked back… I didn’t find it cute… rather disgusting… he just continuously smiled at me until I didn’t have the choice but to glare back at him.






I saw him frowned and went back to eating… Huh…! If he thinks I would fall for his gay charms… he’s wrong…!






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Later that day our ways met again… I was on my way to the school’s swimming pool to attend my swimming club when suddenly we bumped to each other.







I totally crashed down the ground… hitting my butt hard on the flat ground.






“Ouch…”






I winced in pain and reached for my butt to caressed it… he then extended his hand to me.







“Oh… mianhe…”







Unconsciously, I reached for his hand and he pulled me up… I knew it…! Even his hand’s soft…! Too soft for a man…!







And just then he suddenly pulled me by the waist… pulling me closer to him… my eyes widen as I felt his hot breath brushed along my lips.







“Are you okay…? Are you hurt…?”







Maybe he saw my hands caressing my bottom… for suddenly his hand reached for my behind… I gasped and stiffened when he casually caressed by butt..!







“I’m so sorry…”







He said while caressing my butt…! Oh God…! What the hell is he doing..?!!







I quickly pushed him off of me as I felt my cheeks warmed… kyaaa…! Why am I blushing…?!







“Yah…! What do you think you’re doing…?!”







I spat on him… poking his chest and oh god… it’s hard…







I heard him chuckled and held my hand that’s been poking him.







“I was just concerned that I might hurt you…”






He simply said… tilting his head to the side while still holding my hand… I felt my cheeks flushed more… ghaaad Dara..! Don’t fall for this gay’s feminine charms…! You'll turn lesbian...!!!







I pulled my hand when I felt him tightened his hold on it… and even saw him smirked… what’s with him…?!







“I’m fine… thanks for the concern…”







I said and about to pass by him but he grabbed my wrist which made me to stop from my tracks.







“You’re Sandara-sshi right…? Can I call you Dara…?”







“No…”







I answered him coldly… I saw him smirked once again







“Dara-sshi… I was watching you… and I'm wondering why you always seem mad whenever we get to meet each others gazes… did I do something that offended you in some way…?”







He asked me… firstly, I pulled my wrist away from his grasp… and then turned to him... I looked at him and raised a brow.








“Tell me Jiyong-sshi… are you a gay…?”







I heard myself asking him… Oh god…! Why did I do that…?!







I saw his calm face turned unreadable… it became blank and I started to feel nervous of what he’ll do next…








Did I piss him…? I know the truth hurts… but can’t he even realize to himself that he’s a gay…? Or maybe he doesn’t want the term gay to describe his gender… maybe Bi…? ‘complicated..?’







“How come you think that I am a gay…?”







He sounded serious… his eyes were like digging holes in my face…








“Ahmmm… well… you know… you and Youngbae-sshi…-“







He cut me off as he chuckled… I raised a brow on him again until he stopped from giggling.








“Just because of that…? So then, are you a lesbian…? Coz I’ve seen you this morning with a girl…”






He said as he put his hands inside his pocket… The nerves…!








“Well sorry if I thought that you’re a gay… you act so reserved… your body is even slender than mine… your face is smooth and your hands are soft… huh…! A guy in a sewing and cooking club…? Tell me if it isn’t gay…?!”








He became dumbfounded… stiffened on his position and saw his mouth slightly opened maybe because of shock…







“I knew it…”







I muttered under my breath…







Reached for his shoulder and tapped it.







“Are you still on the stage of having gender confusion..? Maybe you really like Youngbae that much eh…? Well I can’t blame you for that… he’s really hot and no living creature wouldn’t fall for him… I’m sorry if I was harsh on you… it’s just that I found it sometimes irritating whenever my friends and the other girls screaming your name… I never thought of what you could be feeling whenever they do that…”







He continuously looked at me in awe…







“And maybe I was just irritated since Youngbae chose to be with you instead of the bunch of fangirls that he has…”








I shook my head side by side…








“I never thought Youngbae has a thing for a man too… maybe that’s why he doesn’t want mingling himself too much with the girls… now I understand…”







My other hand rubbed my chin while nodding… as if I made the greatest conclusion…








“Dara-sshi…”








I heard one of my club mates called me… I turned to Jiyong and saw him in his still shocked state.








“Oh Jiyong-sshi… I have to go now… I have nothing against gays but please tone down a bit with Youngbae-sshi arasso…?”







And with that I left him dumbfounded… huh…! take that Jiyong-sshi… aigoo..! Since when did I become this wicked..?








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After the club activity… being the president of the club, Dara was the last person to leave the swimming area… the others were all gone right after she finished taking a shower… and while she was changing her clothes inside the locker room… suddenly she heard the door opened and then closed…






She slipped her head on her shirt… and then peeked beside her locker to see who went inside… she raised a brow when she only saw a closed door…







“Who’s there…?”







She called… slowly feeling scared inside… no one answered…








After slipping to her sweat pants she walked towards the door and opened it to see no one… it was a bit dim at the swimming pool… silence filled the area…







She sighed and when she turned around she almost jumped in fright when she saw Jiyong seated at one of the locker room’s bench… legs crossed and arms folded on his chest looking straight at her with a blank expression on his face.







“J-Jiyong-sshi… what are you doing here…?”







She stuttered… felt the dryness in her throat as fear started to creep up on her again… she saw him smirked and slowly stood up from the bench… unfolding his arms and walked slowly towards her.








“Dara-sshi… why don’t you help me realize what I really am…?”








He said seductively as he licked his lower lip…

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